What's love got to do with it?

I'm not sure If I've mentioned before in this blog but my significant
other and I have started our relationship over again a year later.
He's away in rehab for depression. See the thing is I don't think I
care for him like I should. If this were a year ago I'd be impatient
waiting for his return. What bothers me is that first he asked me back
out, I said yes, then he told me about going to rehab. I think he
played me in sorts. I think he thought that if he said rehab first
then asking me out I would have said no. And probably would have. I
don't think its gonna work out. He put me through so much heartache
before. All the drinking drug abuse lies. I find myself checking for
potential boyfriend candidates when I go out. I'm torn... I'm not sure
if I should ride it out (no pun intended) or tell him how I feel and
call it off for just those reasons. Sigh!

-DJ MEXi-
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